心很痛

现在我的心，很急~
一直望着手机，等着你的来讯~
可是你很狠心的连一个字都没有~
你可以明确的告诉我你要什么吗？
你可以直截了当的告诉我你在想什么吗？
我已经厌倦去猜测别人的想法，我已经厌倦等待答案了~
别让我等了可以吗。。。也请别再伤害我了。。。
我已经不能承受任何的伤痛了~

NO IDEA AT ALL

I have no idea where i'm going...
I have no idea where i'm heading...
I have no idea where are you...
I have no idea what are your planning...

Are we really being honest with each other?
Are we really are together now?
Do we belongs to each other?
Do we trust each other?
Does you and me are a 'WE'?

I really have no idea at all at this moment.

I'm like sitting on a fire and waiting for the next bomb to drop.

心 揪 乱

当心揪着揪着的时候
我该怎么做
才能让心舒缓呢。。。
是不是该当个哑子吃黄莲，就当是自个儿倒霉，自个儿受。。。
我就深怕有一天这样的感觉越垫越多到最终一发不可收拾的时候
我会变得像个疯子或痞子乱发骚乱发镖。。。

就这么一次

心 不好受
感觉 糟透
情意 不浓不稀
视觉 看不透
有时想太多 有时不愿想
思想忽浑忽清
感觉忽远忽近
猜不透的心思
看不透的心意
什么代价我都愿意
请你敞开心扉
就这么一次

用情 心愿 宇宙

我愿化身石桥
受
五百年风吹
五百年日晒
五百年雨打
但愿此人从此路过
我的用情
你知道吗

说真的。。。

说真的， 我喜欢听你说话...让我觉得你离我不远。。。
说真的， 我喜欢听你说笑...让我觉得人世间没什么是那么大不了的。。。
说真的， 我喜欢听你说教...让我觉的你好像孔子转世似的。。。
说真的， 我喜欢听你说傻...让我觉得我的心结松懈了很多。。。
说真的， 我喜欢听你说爱...让我觉得我们似乎已经住进彼此的心房了。。。
说真的， 我喜欢听你说-别想太多，一切都会没事的，一切都会好转的...让我觉得就算天塌下来也有你帮我扛着，就算地蹦了也有你在我背后紧紧的环抱着我深怕我受伤了保护着我。。。
说真的。。。
你说这些话时，是真心的吗？
我...是这样想的。。。

the bitterness...shall ends....

sweet memories...so sweet...
when it start to turn bitter?
i couldn't save our memories, i don't wanna lose it...
coz now all i've got is the memories of us being together to gather me in one piece...

i already gave my everything just to walk by you...
i'll always two steps behind you...
i have your back...
but without realize each step i take, each step i follow...
i stab my heart so hard just to be there for you whenever and wherever you need me...

some people call me crazy, stupid...
some said that my self-value is just two packet of maggie mee...
i know i shouldn't fall for you...
i know i should be able to pull myself out of this misery...
but my heart and my body won't listen...
they are like a life that live on their own...
i couldn't control them

what is your next step?
please be a lamb and tell me so that i don't have to torture myself...
please save me...please