Tuesday, July 28, 2020

酒泉子·寂寞青楼 [宋] 李珣

寂寞青楼,风触绣帘珠碎撼。月朦胧,花暗澹,锁春愁

寻思往事依稀梦,泪脸露桃红色重。鬓欹蝉,钗坠凤,

思悠悠。

 

雨渍花零,红散香凋池两岸。别情遥,春歌断,掩银屏。

孤帆早晚离三楚,闲理钿筝愁几许。曲中情,弦上语,

不堪听。

 

秋雨连绵,声散败荷丛里,那堪深夜枕前听,酒初醒。

牵愁惹思更无停,烛暗香凝天欲曙。细和烟,冷和雨,

透帘旌。

 

秋月婵娟,皎洁碧纱窗外,照花穿竹冷沉沉,印池心。

凝露滴,砌蛩吟。惊觉谢娘残梦,夜深斜傍枕前来,

影徘徊。

Monday, July 6, 2020

The Nymph's Reply to the Shephard by Sir Walter Raleigh

If all the world and love were young,
and truth in every Shephard's tongue,
these pretty pleasures might me move,
to live with thee, and be thy love.

Time drives the flocks from field to fold,
when rivers rage and rocks grow cold, 
and Philomel becometh dumb,
The rest complains of cares to come.

The flowers do fade, and wanton fields,
to wayward winter reckoning yields, 
a honey tongue, a heart of gall,
is fancy's spring but sorrow's fall. 

Thy gowns, thy shoes, thy beds of roses, 
Thy cap, thy kirtle, and thy posies 
Soon break soon wither soon forgotten
In folly ripe in reason rotten. 

Thy belt of straw and Ivy buds
the coral clasps and amber studs
all these in me no means can move
to come to thee and be thy love

But could youth last and love still breed
had joys no date nor age no need
Then these delights my mind might move
to live with thee and be thy love.

Wednesday, June 24, 2020

人類與人累

有多少人可以平白無故的幫你
有多少人會對你的好意表態謝意
有多少人會對自己的事盡責
有多少人能對未曾謀面的人付出真心
有多少人會對認識許久的人展示衷心的擁護
一世人能有幾回瀟灑地不往回看
我們能夠把一切事物看得淡如雲煙嗎
我們能否不應因任何事而揪心嗎

Thursday, May 14, 2020

追溯最初

在一堆陳舊的簿子,作業和一些零散的紙張里找到了20年前自己寫的一些語錄。

字裡行間,我看到了當時的自己是多麼渴望能交到好朋友。看見自己在還沒交上任何朋友前多麼努力的寫下善言趣句但生活環境總是硬把我往反方向推讓我心揪鼻酸。

一路走來不易,是否該重新檢討自己的套路,是否還來的及嗎?

年紀小小就被逼迫着學會看眼色,總覺得我是否已經逐漸失去自我。別人的一個動作一個眼神就能讓我把想說的重新吞入肚裡,原地止步。我想這是否就是我的命數。

我該怎麼做?該任由他人擺佈嗎?我想這就是我的作業吧…

Tuesday, July 11, 2017

Trying to love and to be loved

When the sun is down and the stars shine bright
hope that someone who try to love can see the light
Be it far or be it near
my heart is opened here
Do stay close please stay near
May our destiny starts here

Thursday, June 8, 2017

不想活了

需要多少次受伤才足够
需要多少次的折磨才肯放过
需要多久的磨练才能见晴天
需要淋多少次的大雨才会遇见属于我的彩虹
我觉得我快要撑不住了
快放弃生活了
快要被磨得不成人行了
一次又一次的伤痛
一次比一次的深

Thursday, June 1, 2017

It's just you and no one else

Once again thank you so much of reminding me how naive I am.
Always overestimate myself and thought we will have something going on. I played my own drama! ALONE!
congrats you are officially broken me down. Thought you might be different but who am I kidding. Me? with someone? Together? HAH!
Please wake up!!!!

Look into the mirror and see yourself...
It's just you and no one else
Waiting someone and gotten break down
That's just gotten cleared and sound
It's just you and no one else