The past is a poison, it kills me slowly and painfully. The past is like a black spot on a white cloth, it's very obvious. Would you able to cover that? Would you able to make people not realize the spot? Would you able to let it go and move forward without looking back? Would you able to ignore those people who spotted that and make fun out of you and just smile like an idiot? I started to doubt myself and my capability.
Today i broke down, tears pouring out of my eyes uncontrollably, my heart being stabbed repeatedly, my body being punch and kick unstoppable. Would i survive this round? Or should i say will i survive this time... Well i have no choice, at all. Its not an option for me, since long time ago. I have to make it works. But how much time will it takes? How much energy i need to spend? No one knows, no one can give me the exact answer. I'm alone.
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